Who am i ?

I cant remember who i am.
I cant remember seventh grade.
I cant remember fifth.
I cant remember fourth, third, second, or first.
The main years of my life that make me...ME.
Sixth grade was strange. I went from pink wearing normal girl to goth chick then i went through not really knowing what i am.
But now, i don't really know WHO i am.
how do i figure out who i am? Do i ask my friends what i was like during those years? What now?
This is so strange. This summer I've just been all over the place with my personality.

Baby Boy

Oh Goodness! is what my friend Brooke says when she has her baby brother in her arms. Shes so attached to that baby its sometime shocking when she doesn't have the baby. She loves that baby with every fiber of her heart and I'm just so happy that shes happy and that little baby has the sweetest smile in the world. Ive seen a lot of babies all of them were fricken adorable but this baby, I'm sorry but has to be the cutest dang baby in the region. This kid is just amazing how he has everyone wrapped around his little finger.Even me! I'm just amazed that this little baby is just this cute!
                                  

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What to do when I'm bored!?

Oh goodness gracious! I'm so bored right now and have a small writers block. being bored is the only thing i can think about right now. If i think about what I'm going to do this weekend i eventually get back to the topic of being bored. I HATE being bored!!!
I never know what to do except sit there and text people. And when i want to text someone they are busy doing something else.
                                                        What should i do when I'm bored?

What to do????

OMG! what to do what to do what to do? my friends are going nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant really say why but they are just being weird. I love them to Peices but what should i do when they freak out?




                                                                  Intervention time??
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School is going to start back up here real soon :P

I don't want school to start back up. I'm just starting to enjoy my summer. It just started to get cold and not hot so with this weather i go around and walk around with my friends. I don't want to sit in a a class room for 55 minutes just listening to my teachers hassle us about not having a pencil. Grr. This is a major issue! How can I do all of the things that i wanted to do this summer (i.e. go to 3 friends houses, go to Skateland and hang out with my boyfriend) when i have to baby sit, clean my room and help clean the house!?

                                         

                                  This is just...this summer has been to short!

My friend Jennifer

Aha Jennifer. If i need to crash at someones house shes right there to say "stay over at my place as long as you need to". 

Shes like a sister to me and this up coming October its only been a year since Ive known her and it seems like I've known her for my whole life. Wow is this corny but its all true.

As much as we seem like we are exactly the same there is without a doubt that we are in every way different.

She likes christian rock and never shout never, i like heavy metal and Insane Clown Posse. She wears skirts, I wear skinny Jeans. Shes darker than I, and i am pale as can be. I like comic books and she...well she doesn't like books in general. I love school, shes indecisive (but edging to the no school zone). She has a sister and lives with both of her parents, I have a brother and i live with my mother. I'm an A-B student, shes a-well, that's classified information. She has normal classes, I have honors classes.

Straight up whack!!! but I'm glad that her and i are friends and would never want to lose her.

My Friend Caitlin "Cheeto"

Oh my goodness, my friend Caitlin is....Caitlin. Shes my crazy-give a crap-don't care what you think-you screw with Phyllis ill kick your but- kind of person that makes me giggle! shes just this crazy woman that i found in the lunch room that laughed at my corny school lunch jokes pretty pathetic huh? well now we are awesome friends like BFFS. Even though im still debating whether or not shes bi-sexual (which ISNT a bad thing of course) but still...and shes debating whether or not she should let me text anyone on her phone ever again (i went crazy on the last person and told them to go die) but you know we both have our problems that makes us want to be best friends that much more... SHE THOUGHT SHE WAS SCREWED UP IN THE HEAD? WELL THAT ALL CHANGED WHEN SHE MET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
                                                            I LOVE YOU CAITLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
         


You can see her heart filled blog at URL http://writingfromthesoulx.blogspot.com/

Free Person During Summer Days

It seems like the summer days where i am out of school are crazier than my days IN school. The Days just drag on if u wake up to early or they feel to short if u wake up at 1 in the afternoon. But just the fact that during summer ice cream trucks drive down roads, and kids are at the park, and teenagers are running around the city just fills me with excitement that anything is possible.

I just get a thrill that I can go to many places and hang out with my friends with out having a nagging sense that i have to work on my English assignment or tomorrow i have my boring after school activities.

                                                                   I am a free person.

He made me smile and then he made me die, then he revived me.

I'm not saying that love is a bad thing but it makes you do crazy things for that person...I've liked the guy I'm dating right now for about a year now...he dated girls during that long period of time but i didn't give up...i smiled when he talked to me about every girl, i smiled when he hugged me good bye when he said he had to go find his girlfriend...for the entire school year i hoped that he would figure it out; figure out that i liked him and ask me out...months went by and he had to stop talking to me...it broke my heart.

I didn't smile when i saw him...i didn't smile when i heard his voice...i didn't smile when he looked at me or in my general direction...i cried; every time...i died; every time...my life was gone because i couldn't talk to him.

Before i met him, i thought love wasn't real and it was just a mind trick people played on each other. But this one boy, this boy that every girl drooled over made me feel different and made me happy that i had moved to that city.

Just random thoughts on all subjects in my life and on the news...sometimes people will know what im talking about and sometimes you'll just be able to relate to my experiences...sometimes you'll think "that cant happen to me" but thats a reason why im gonna blog; to inform people that not everyones the same in their experiances and not everyones alike.:)